we dun usually talk.
we had shared different interests,
and barely know wad each other likes.
it got worse when my conviction was known.
like a thin wall between us,
it separate us.

till i enlisted bah. i realise..
time is precious. i wan to make it known
so i took off, just to chill... Together..

trash talk and chillin became our
weekly habits. like frenz, we just trash things out
i listen alot. and i learn a lot..

dere was tis day,
i heard my grandma wasn't feelin so well..
since i'm free.. i went down myself..
hahas, at this age, i'm quite guilty,
coz tis is the first time, i went down myself..

granny, was in bed when i reach dere..
so i just hang ard with my uncles and aunt.
when is time to go.. He came..
he dun looked surprised..
we went up, send our greeting
had small talk with granny.. hahas..
it had to be 'small'.. coz i cant realli speak
hokkien.. then caos

on the way hme, my Dad
gave me a pat on the shoulder..
he said," wah.. so tall le.. zha da le"
*zha da le - u have grown up

^ ^.. tats my dad..
the one who have spend his entire life with me..
but me, onli recently, then took notice of him.. hahs
to him.. the one who have age alot while taking care of me..
to my dad.. happy birthdae dad.

p.s. Recently he asked, why i dun carry a cross to camp.
wad if 'dirty' things come near me? hahas..
i wanted to reply, " dun have to lah, jesus oreadi carry the
cross.. so i dun need to carry it anymore.. btw, He had carried ur
cross too.. so u dun have to worry abt anything too"

hahhas..i wonder, wad if i realli said it..